Tuesday, November 24, 2009

I Cry With You

My 16 year old has a learning disability. She's bright and beautiful and so full of life and fun. A sophmore, they all laughed at her when she failed her drivers ed test.

She cries to me and my heart clenches. Impotent to help. Her path will be difficult but she is bright and beautiful and so full of life and fun.

I lift her to you oh God, my daughter and yours, see how you created her, bright and beautiful, so full of life and fun.

Monday, November 23, 2009

I have a 21 year old daughter who has decided I'm not worth having a relationship with. I can hardly process the information it is so foreign to me. I guess I feel thrown away. It conflicts with my concept of unconditional love.

I'm 21 now, and what you gave me has no value. Thrown away, tossed out, minimized. I tried so hard.


Faulty, yet forgiven by God, I pray always for the gift of forgiveness and unconditional love. Not that I would receive them, but give them.

She's beautiful, I hope she comes back, it's been a few months.